green with envy



wooohooo I almost have a bob again!

hula hoop










I bought a hula hoop.
I want to have mad hula hooping skillz
and a flat tummy.



SKILLZ LIKE DIS.



So far this is my favorite song to hula hoop to.

harmful




Harmony is the type of boy I would have creamed my panties over in high school.
Erratic, nervous, socially awkward, addicted to drugs, paranoid, sarcastic, condescending.
Boys that are mean to me,
boys that are pegged as faggots,
those boys make me weak in the knees.
There is something really sweet about them.
Their quiet nervousness as they fumble with their hair and stumble on their shoes.
If he wasn't so bloated now I would rape him
.

Rikki Kasso






















lonely.

FunFunFun

My little sister Erica, Juan and I went to FunFunFunFest in November and had a blast!  It was my sister's very first festival and it made me feel like an old maid.  The only time I hate being five feet tall is at these events. I can't even say I saw many of the acts, just heard them and caught glimpes of them through crooks of elbows and jumping like a kangaroo until my sides split.



Gabby and Evan let us crash and were super duper nice to navigate us around ATX. I want a phone that can support gps because I ALWAYS get lost.  We got to see pretty much everyone we wanted to catch except for Pictureplane Juan and I stayed up too late packing and didn't hear the alarm so we missed his set.  BUT we did see him at Mohawk that night when we saw Big Freedia again. Juan and I managed to get on stage for the last couple of songs and he was dancing on the other side.



He remembered me! He told me he has a picture of the shoes I was wearing when Gabby and I went to see Health in Lubbock March 2009.

Yay for Steve Madden knock offs! 
And that was the first and last time I ever wore heels to a show, but my friend Emmanuel made me these cool drop crotch tights that I had to pair them with. 
I kept apologizing for being sweaty and made a fangirl fool of myself.  I didn't realize until we were in the car that my hairline was down to my eyebrows
I colored my hair the night before we left and totally spaced putting a clear coat over it to seal in the blue, but I am not a physically active person therefore sweating my haircolor out never occured to me.  I stained eveything I wore those 3 days, but luckily its not too noticeable. The only thing that really irritated me was all the dust, and on the way back home I had an inner ear infection that turned into an upper respiratory infection that lasted 3 weeks. 
It was worth it.